From the heart

Crying silently
Over the sacrifices we've made
Willing to risk it all
Today I've hurt you
I admit I was careless
Being in this situation
Made me a careless person
I was just trying to please everyone
And I end up hurting myself too
Sometimes I think i'm in control
Other times I have no idea what to do
Right now I feel useless
I've betrayed my family
I've disappoint him
and I've lose trust in myself
The walls I built
to shield me from hurting
is tumbling down
Whatever I do
I don't think is right anymore
There's just only one thing to say

to my loved ones,

Please forgive me

We've been robbed!

I got a call yesterday from my brother all the way from KL. He was asking if I came to the office on friday and took the sales money with me. I was a bit offended with his question hahaha because I thought he was just checking if I went to work or not =P

Turns out our office was ransacked! The burglars took our petty cash, a laptop and a projector! Ahh~ I was so glad I took the sales money with me.. or else we would have lost thousands of ringgit! The police came and found lots of fingerprints around the cash box (yes they left it behind) and the fridge which was pushed aside to make their nasty entrance. I'm just wondering if the police would take this seriously or will just leave it. Will they find them and put them behind bars? Could we get our stuff back? I hope so... We need justice! I bet the burglars just wanted some money for drugs or glue for them to sniff their brains out!! Grrrrr!!

All of us were really not in a mood to do anything after that.. We feel violated. =(

Suddenly, I feel hungry. I opened my special drawer where I keep all my snacks, I realised they were missing too. Cilaka punya pencuri! Keropok mamee 40sen pun dia mau curi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blonde moment

I had a blonde moment few days ago. For all this while I thought I was being paranoid of my handphone. I could feel it vibrating in my bag but everytime I check it, no missed call, no sms or whatsoever. So I thought, maybe... who am I kidding. I had no idea where the vibrate came from..

Until 1 day... jeng jeng jeng~

I was having lunch with my family and I felt it vibrating again. My bag was on my lap so I quickly check my phone. Nothing. So I complained to my sis;

Me: WTH! Why do I always feel my bag vibrating???

*continue eating*

*brrrrrrrr* *brrrrrrrrrr*

Me: O.O girl!!!! feel my bag!! feel my bag!!!!

I moved carefully so my sister could reach my bag. I was afraid if I just gave her the bag the vibrate would stop. Cos u know. Just to prove that I was right.

Girl: *felt my bag*... eeeeeee~

Me: kaaaaaaaaannnn??????

and then about 10sec later while she was still feeling my bag, I laughed my ass out.

Me: Hahahahahaha! I'm so stupid! It's my mascara!!!!

Girl: ................. Budu!



Yes, apparently I bought a vibrating mascara few months ago and I forgot about it hahahaaha!

It's November~

It just feels like yesterday since I last posted my 2008 halloween. Time flies so fast! This year all of us plan to "be" someone since we didn't get the chance to dress up last year. As for me, I already had this dress that I never used before. I showed it to my friend Haizum, and she's actually the 1 who gave me the idea to be a jailbird. She even made my hat lol (thanks zum~). We went to IceBar 1st and the crowd there was such a snore fest. Only few of them wore costumes, so we left. Shenanigans was much better. Check out my friends costumes'! XD


I love this pic! hahaha everyone was all in character. This reminds me of highschool when all of us had to do silly skits for the whole school. We have the witch, the retro diva, the pendekar (malay warrior), the joker, the nerd, the jailbird and the rocker from a malay jiwang band!

These 2 cracks me up! I still laugh everytime I see these pics.

Ok I have to go find a hiding place before the police finds me..

P/S: Sabah Magazine is out hehe =)

Halloween is coming

Hey guys..

Halloween is next week! Are u excited? Have u decided what costume are u gonna wear? Well this year I'm not sure if i'm going to celebrate it like last year. It depends on my girlfriends (KAWAN2 PEREMPUAN) if they have plans or not hehe =)

So, do u wanna be a cute barbie? or maybe the hot sexy Jessica Rabbit? Perhaps Michael Jackson???? I just subscribed and followed this celebrity make-up artist's youtube and blog. Check out her amazing work! This girl is damn talented.



Follow her blogspot:
Kandee the make-up artist

Facebook


PCPC,
farraH-

P/S: Ok.. this PCPC thing is actually starting to annoy me lol If u don't know what it means, it's actually Peluk Cium Peluk Cium. I was lepaking with my girlfriends (KAWAN2 PEREMPUAN) the other day and we were talking about gossip girl. And 1 of my friend said what if there were sabahan version of XOXO? So thats how she got it and it started to spread among us -.- even more annoying with "Saya tau kamu sayang saya" hahaha

Ok I swear this is the last post i'm using it. No more after this =P kembang bulu eh~

Tell me..

Am I overreacted here?

Last night while I was browsing through Facebook, I got a pop up message from an old old friend from primary school. We were primary 4 and I remember I never liked him cos he's 1 of the naughty boy in class. Suka membuli. So the conversation went like this:

Him: Hi!! Still remember me?

Me: Hi.. yes of course

Him: What u doing now? working in kk?

Me: yup

Him: Oh where and what do u work as?

Me: Hm.. My bro and I have our own company in Lintas.. kinda work for myself la

Him: wow~ i'm talking to a boss lah ni! oooh~

Me: hehe teda la.. we're just a state stockist for this company in KL

And then u know what he said???

Him: CEH..

Me: ???

Me: Ceh? It's not good enough u think?

Him: Boh2~ I never said its not good enough.. its not like i said its crap! (something like this)

Me: *offline*

Ok maybe he didn't mean it. But don't u think it's just plain RUDE? You just talked with this person after so long and that's how you make a conversation? For me the word 'ceh' is like an introduction to an insult, but the rest of the sentence is just kept inside. It's not like I was talking big and making millions in that company. If I was minta puji'ing with that then I deserve a ceh lah kan?

I didn't even bother continue talking to him, he did such a bad impression.



Heh~ bikin meradang betul..

Morning Call

This morning I had a very unpleasant conversation with someone on the phone. For those who know me, you know I'm not a morning person. I can't even recall when was the last time I "see" morning. Oh wait. I remember sleeping at 6am though, so I think that was the last one =P

Back to the story, I would never ever pick up a phone call in the mornings. Especially not house phone! Because I know that would be the phone company reminding us to pay the bills or my aunties wanting to talk to my mum etc etc. Same goes to my handphone. I would just look at the name and if I don't know what it is regarding, I would not pick up even if I know the person =P Unless they have really really important stuff to talk to me (like 10missed calls). I'm also kinda phobia with unknown morning calls because there was 1 time I did not expect to get a call, and that call really scared the shit out of me =(

So anyway, last night I slept at 4am+, and after 4hours of sleep, I was disturbed by the workers and drilling noise in the next room (House is still under renovation). I tried to suck it all in to my dream, and as I was drifting away, my little brother woke me up again with the house phone in his hand. With an angry voice, I answered:

Me: HELLO!

Caller: ah hello~ boleh bercakap sama miss Farrah?

Me: EM.

Caller: Oh hai miss Farrah. Miss Farrah ada account di (Toot) Bank ka?

Me: Ada.

Caller: Ok, kami sekarang ada talk untuk awareness *ngenggggggg ngengggggggggg gorororororgo* kita jumpa *ngengggggggggg* *ngenggggggggggggg*

Me: ha? mau jumpa?

Caller: Iya supaya kami boleh terangkan dengan lebih lanjut lah. Miss boleh datang ke (Toot) Bank di Toot ka hari *brrrrrrrruuuuuuutttttttttt* *ngengggggggggggg*?

Me: Nda bulih (nda tau bila pun ckp ja nda bulih hahahahah)

Caller: Oh kenapa? Miss kerja?

Me: Iya.

Caller: OK kalau petang2 lepas kerja buli?

Me: Nda (That's my nap time! Kahkahkahkah)

Caller: Kalau time lunch?

Me: Nda dapat juga (Malas mo pi KK bah tengari2 bongok! ko tau ka jam?!)

Caller: Ada hari2 lain kah yg miss free untuk datang sini?

Me: Tiada. Nda payah la, saya nda mau.

Caller: Ok kalau macam tu saya datang pergi ofis miss lah.. di mana tu ah?

Me: ??!!???

Me: Kenapa lagi ko mo jumpa tu??

Caller: Untuk awareness *ngeeeeeeeeenggggggggg* *barbarbarbabrabarbar* *ngengggggggggggggggg*

Caller: jadi kita *ngeeeeeeeeenggggggggg* supaya *granggrangrggrangrangr* *ngengggggggggggggggg*

Me: .........................................

Me: saya nda dengar oh

Caller: begini lah.. miss bagi fon number office, nanti rabu next week saya cari miss di ofis miss lah

Me: (me pun bagi ja la.. panas sudah hati mo bercakap panjang2)

Caller: Ok next week saya call lagi lah untuk confirmation ok?

Me: mmmbah

So that was it. I didn't really understand what she was talking about cos mostly I was cursing my bro for giving me that call, cursing the workers for making so much noise, and cursing the caller for disturbing my sleep with her ceramah! I hate it when people don't want to take no for an answer.

So lovely readers, what do you propose I do when she calls again?

a. Ask my colleague to say that there are no miss Farrah working there

b. Ask my colleague to say that I'm out of town

c. Just hang up

Or you have any other idea? I have a strong feeling that she's gonna sell me something or join this and that. I need your help here =P




Saya tau kamu sayang saya,
PCPC
farraH-


It's getting annoying I know =)